only 3 years ago i was getting 10.000€ for a single performance of my work (of course, i used all that money to pay production, technicians, performers, …and then me). now i have to go begging to the bar owners to ask them let me play… they don’t even guaranty a minimum fee, of course. and you must be thankful to pass after the hut. but i am the same!! i keep working 12 hours day, investigating and compromised with the time i live in. and when i have an incoming concert, even if it’s in a tiny bar, i work the same like when i performed in front of 3.000 people, and i get the same nervous. and i put the same. the s-a-m-e-.
it’s ok. this is a time of my life i have to go thru, i have a lot of things to learn. and i am in the way to. but sometimes i just can’t stand these people who don’t even bother to check what you’ve done. where you come from. people who won’t even answer the mails… whose only worry is that you don¡t play too loud. little kingdoms of dust and warm beer. puaj! i prefer to play in the street. the sun is peeking in berlin!! spring is coming!!!