thanks to all the pim off theater team! you really made me feel like at home. and specially to you barbara toma to take me to milano, what a beautiful phantom you are!! see u soon.
but i have to say… i had suicidal thoughts during the concert; they came to my mind several times meanwhile performing. i thought: “ok, it’s enough, you are an impostor, your music can’t stand a theater recital, you are not a musician, you are fake, recognize that, realize! learn some german language, look for a job in a hotel, have kids, surrender.” i felt it really deeply, i was so conscious of my limits… it was hard, so hard. but i must continue.
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