outside

today it’s been a so beautiful sunny day in berlin. I have seen it thru my window. I even opened it and took a look to the street… I could spend a hole week at home. not going out. seeing no one. expecting no one to ring here. this must not be good. long time ago I thought I could be some kind of genius, because I spent so much time alone since I can remember. but I am approaching my forties, and I have already confirmed, not only that I wasn’t a genius or anything special, but on the contrary, I was, as expected, a selfish and scary rat that looks too much to himself, afraid of being touched by the others, on the off chance that I realize I am like them. just one simple guy trying to figure out how to have a nice life. i
t’s to late to mend this. I will get better and bigger windows.

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